I’ve been in a shit headspace for about a month, if not longer. I got sick over Christmas which is normally a shit time of the year for me anyway and it continued to get worse towards New Years and following. Some bacterial or viral infection that’s likely been brought on by stress that the Doctors couldn’t diagnose. I hope I’m getting better but the feeling of lethargy, exhaustion and generally just being ruined is taking it’s toll. I haven’t started eating properly yet and it was nice when people noticed I’d lost weight but now, now it’s just a reminder that I’m not back to my normal self. I’m fortunate to have an exceptional support group who’ve provided a much needed place to vent, get support and try and collect my thoughts, but there’s something about meeting new people that gives me energy where I can escape out of
