Dear Mum, I’m sorry I’ve let you down. I’m sorry I’ve not achieved what you thought I would. And I’m sorry I couldn’t’ be braver for you. I want to assure you that I am a strong person, though. I want you to know that I will achieve what you wanted of me and that I’ll eventually be the person you want me to be. In 2012 I had a vasectomy as I didn’t want children, I didn’t attend the post check ups and it seems the procedure failed. On April 14th 2014 my daughter Holly was born. Initially Sarah’s parents offered to adopt her but they didn’t follow through. I am a hard worker as you know and have been working 7 days per week for the last 3 years , I also suffer from severe depression and just didn’t know how to tell you about her or when.
